Friday, February 27, 2009 '

soundtracks of the day

DECODE
paramore

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
Can't win your losing fight all the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
You wont take away my pride
No not this time Not this time

How did we get here? when I used to know you so well
How did we get here? well, I think I know how

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you are a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so..." but my thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here? when I used to know you so well
How did we get here? well, I think I know how

Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
yey-e-yeah-eah!!!!

How did we get here? when I used to know you so well
yeah YEAH how did we get here? when I used to know you so well
I think I know
I think I know
There is something that I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true

knapa sihh selalu ditutup2in.. ngeselinn.. ihhhh ga tau d mesti gimana lagi..

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kuliah ohh kuliahh

pengen nangiiss.. tp ga bisa.. AAAAAAHHHHHHH nyebelin...

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 '

this is it.

punya pacar yang seperti tidak punya pacar.

hahahahhaa

it's ok..

slama gw masi punya tmen2 yang siap dengerin gw curhat. hahahahahahaha

mungkin emang uda gtu jalannya.. hmmm..
sedih, kecewa, kesel, marah, emosi, bt, sakit.
tapi sadar diri.
hahahahaha jadi yap yap nothing i can do about it.. it sucks, but still FINE.

salah gw yang slalu pengen dapetin apa yang mnurut gw bner, dan pasti GA ALAY..
hahahahaha
gw ga tau knapa orang orang bisa tahan sama hal hal yang kaya "gtu"? tapi gw GA sama skali..itu kekurangan gw, cepet ilfeel.. blagu bner yaa.. brasa bagus aja lo ciit.. hahahaha. tapi yaa tu uda mendarah daging. dan gw ga menyesal dengan itu, ahahahahahaha.

oiya masa gw ngefans ma Ryan dmassiv. JAHAHHAHAHAHA, funny.
secara muka : EUUH,
secara badan : ASTAGFIRULLAH ,
secara gaya : NYOH ,
tapiiii suaraanyaaa beeeuuhhhh nusuuuukkk... hahahahahaha. ekspresinya mungkin buat kbanyakan orang datarrr.. tapi buat gw.. uuuuuuuuuuhhhh, daleeemmm... gw mulai berpikir, gw HARUS punya pacar yang lempeng kaya gtu. pernah ga sih lo ngrasa klo co sekarang itu mulai "aneh" bner kata orang banyak
hahahhahaha tapi yaa bner juga sih.. makanya jarang banget bisa nmuin co lempeng yang nerima lo apa adanya, dan ga berharap lebih ga minta lebih dan tulus banget sayang ma lo..

co yang bilang lo manis bukan cantik. co yang bilang "aku ada disini". co yang ngliat mata lo tyap kli ngobrol. co yang merasa lo cukup, ga lebih dan ga kurang. co yang bisa ngliat sesuatu yang lo punya dibanding orang lain. yang merhatiin hal simple yang luput dari perhatian orang. yang ga pernah biarin lo ilang dari pandangan dya..

haahhh it sounds PERFECT ahahahahahaa.

klo ada yang knal ma yang bgini, langsung hubungin gw di 0817****** hahahaha

gw pernah nmuin co ini sekali , dan yahh mungkin karena pengaruh usia, lingkungan, dya uda gada lagii. haha. tapi untuk sekali itu, gw bner bner ngerasain apa arti disayang.. klo sekarang inget gw masi ngrasa jauhhhh di bagian dirinya masi ada dya yang itu dan dya yang pernah gw kenal masih sangat amat gw sayang.. but i have to move on, it's all over. hahahh

sekarang, knapa dengan pacar sendiri? hmm too complicated to tell. hahaha. yang pasti dya tipikal laki laki byasa dengan sifat dan nafsu yang byasa ditemui ahir2 ini, hahahaha.. which means HE'S NOT MY TYPE.. haha. tapi gw tau dya sayang ma gw. udah cukup lah.. gw juga sayang ma dya.. dan gw masih sanggup buat nunggu kmungkinan dya bisa sesuai yang gw pikir "baik" haha.

hmmm ahir ahir ini jujur gw rada bosen sama tmen tmen kampus gw.. yang diomongin ga jauh jauh "ihh gila mulus" "ihhh parahhh cantikk banget tu ciit" "beeeuuuhhh yang gtu tuu. gede.." hahahahahaha.. yahh gw juga gtuu "buset dahh mulus amat, ganteng amat" but for sure, gw ga akan melakukan hal hal bodoh setelah itu dan gw ga serius ngomong gtu, meramaikan suasana lahh.. hahahahaha. mungkin emang itu sifat natural manusia tapi yahhh lo ga bisa selalu gtu kan? lo semua ga serendah itu sampe harus begituu!!!!!!! banyak yang masi bisa diomongin.. dan klo emang lo ngrasa tu cw pantes buat lo, ya kejar lahh! jangan cuma heboh dibelakang..

hahahahaha curhat gw ya.. tapi ya gimana bosen juga kan klo jadi sibuk nriakin orang lain ga ngaca. hahahahaha. dan tolong banget, jaga cewe lo baik baik kawann.. setau gw, cewe2 lo uda bisa nerima lo apa adanya, ga nuntut lebih dan menurut gw mereka pantes ngedapetin co yang jauhh lebih baik lagi.. hahaha

ok.. time to go.. nonton american idol dulu yakk. hahahaha. daa.
cups cups

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 '

soundtracks of the day

IF I WERE A BOY - beyonce


If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me


If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man


I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed


If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home


If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed


It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong


But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, ohHow it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

Sunday, February 15, 2009 '

mejengss

Lollipop-a-holic

chitarani kartikadewi
perempuan yang masih bingung akan keinginannya di kemudian hari . . tapi punya keinginan kuat untuk dapetin yang terbaik , mudah goyah , tapi bisa lebih tegar dari perempuan mana pun . setia kawan , tapi tetep objektif . . dan dy sangat membutuhkan kalyan semua untuk membimbingnya k arah yg lebih baik . . thx for all beybs ! x)
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